alhamdulillah. enough said.

arini i really2 proud of myself. segala yang dikorbankan, segala susah payah bangun pagi2 nak pegi kelas. tempuh jalan sesak, dah dtg tibe2 kelas cancel, takpun kene saman ngan pak guard sume tu rase berbaloi (even tak pnah bayar saman tu muahahaha) bile dpt tgk result exam semester lepas. alhamdulillah i dpt 3.43. thats great aite? even tak dean list but to me its more than ok. ye la utk i yg selama ni waktu diploma tak pernah dpt 3 pointer. tibe2 dapat durian runtuh cmni. mahu tak bangga kan? leely ade tanya apa moral story. so i will say that believe in urself and work harder. mesti bole punye kan2? tadi dah bitau mak pasal result ni. gembira nye dia jgn ckp la kan? ye la selama ni waktu diploma asyik bgtau ade sangkut paper la, susah la, sket je dpt. arini tup2 anak dia dpt 3.43. terkedu jugak la dia nak pk kan janji dia nak bwk p sarawak. huhu. ni la hadiah yang mampu i bagi kat abah sempena father's day ni. ye la barang boleh dibeli kan? rase gembira, bangga ni susah tau nak bagi kat abah i. dia tak reti puji anak dia. siyesly mase i ckp i dpt 3.43 dia replied 'nape tak 3.8 kan byk lagik?' i knew bukan dia tanak puji tapi dia tatau cara nak puji anak anak dia bile anak anak dia dah besar2 ni. but i knew deep inside his heart dia bangga kan?

but btol ckp kak red kat blog dia, bile kite hepi sgt mesti Allah nak bg kite satu bende yang sedih kan? tak bole nak tolak. dlm masa i gembire i dpt good marks, my bro tak dpt. i rase sedey utk dia. i knew he can do it. he cleverer than me. everybody knew that. tah mana silap nye skang. dia diam je tanak komen pape. but i know dia sedey apa jadi kat dia. tp mmg tu la sifat my brother. suke pendam apa dia rase. i know he was crying just now cume dia tanak org tahu. ye la big boys dont cry kan? i tau nape dia sedey. 1st people selalu banding2 kan between my bro n me. yela kami dua beradik je. tade sape lagik. org selalu api2 kan dia tanya tak malu ke kalau adik lagi cepat grad dari abang?. dia abang, bakal jadi ketua keluarga, malu la kalo adik lagi bagus. people will say anything. people takkan pk perasaan dia. dia tak tny pun i result i cmne. i tau dr my mom je. he did asked mom for my result and bile my mom bitau je dia nampak lagi kecewa. but its ok what ever he is who ever he wanna be after dis, i tetap kat sokong dia sbb dia abang i. takde abang yang lain. plus i mana ade other siblings?